: The song delves into her toxic relationship with her mental health, specifically her diagnosis of PTSD. It explores the struggle of trying to escape past trauma that continues to "haunt" her despite therapy and time. Key Lyrics and Meaning
: A recurring motif in the song and its associated visuals is the color yellow. While yellow is often associated with happiness, Poarch revealed her room was painted yellow as a display of her parents' power, forcing her to live in a "fake reality" of happiness while suffering internally. Bella Poarch - Living Hell (Audio)
Bella Poarch Opens Up About Her Single 'Living Hell' | Billboard News : The song delves into her toxic relationship