Because of his long hair and rock aesthetic, some groups even baselessly labeled Kekilli a "satanist," a common trope during a period of high social tension regarding youth subcultures in Turkey. Origins and Meaning Bu Akşam Ölürüm - Vikipedi
Though the song was originally recorded in 1996 with minimal impact, it was re-released in 1999 as the title track of Kekilli’s second album. The album sold approximately , making it the best-selling album of 1999 in Turkey. Its blend of Anatolian rock and emotional folk elements resonated deeply with a public still reeling from the devastating 1999 Marmara earthquake. The "Suicide Song" Controversy Murat Kekilli Bu AkЕџam
High-profile journalists, such as Reha Muhtar , criticized Kekilli for "inciting suicide," leading to the song being temporarily banned from several television and radio channels. Because of his long hair and rock aesthetic,
Shortly after its peak popularity, rumors spread that the song was driving listeners to suicide. Media outlets at the time heavily covered stories of individuals who supposedly ended their lives while listening to the track. Its blend of Anatolian rock and emotional folk